Lindsay Lohan’s former bodyguard is spilling the beans on Lindsay Lohan’s crazy beahvior and wild partying!

The former bodyguard has claimed he witnessed the actress snorting line after line of cocaine and that she started getting into self harm activities as she got more out of control.

Lee Weaver, who has previously guarded the likes of Brad Pitt, Pamela Anderson, Eddie Murphy and Robert Downey Jr., told the News of the World: “I have looked after some of the wildest stars in Hollywood - but never anyone as out of control as Lindsay is.”

“She had a total death wish and took more drugs and drank more than anyone I’ve met. I lost count of the times I thought she was overdosing and had to carry her out of parties. Every morning I’d breathe a sigh of relief she was still alive.”

Weaver recalled his first night working for rehab bound Lindsay. It was the first of many wild parties: “She’d been snorting all night. She got on the coffee table and danced, flinging her dress above her head, her eyes rolling about all over the place.”

“I told the guy providing the drugs to stop and he just said, ‘No way, Lindsay will go berserk’. Then she started screaming at people and swinging her fists around at anyone near her.”

“At the start of the night she seemed such a fun-loving, angelic girl but under the influence of drugs she was psychotic. It was 10:30am the next day by the time I carried her to bed.”

He added that Lindsay wasn’t the only star to behave in such a way: “Nobody was as wild as Lindsay. But [Nicole Richie] came close. Sometimes Paris Hilton would be there but the most I saw her do was drink and strip.”

“One night Lindsay and Nicole were making trip after trip to the bathroom - she wouldn’t snort in front of me because she knew I’d get mad. But the more wasted they got the less she cared. In the end they carried in a mirror from the bedroom, laid it on the coffee table and emptied a mountain of coke onto it. They went at the stuff with straws, hoovering it all up then piling more on.”

“I tried to tell Lindsay to stop but she just told me it was cool. After ten hours I’d had enough and threatened to throw the mirror out of the window. I had to carry her out to the car.”

Over the last few months - leading up to her DUI arrest and admittance to rehab last month - Weaver claims she spiralled further out of control including physically attacking a drug dealer she claimed had sold her short and slashing at her own wrists in a moment of depression: “One night I looked at her hands and wrists and noticed they had bright red wounds all over them. She tried to tell me she had fallen but when I looked her in the eyes and demanded to know the truth she just broke down.”

“She told me, ‘I don’t belong on this planet any more’. She said she cut herself because she did not think life was worth living.”

“I’d never even heard of her when I was asked to do the job. She was only 18 but guarding her was a nightmare and the stress it put me under was unbearable.”

“I would pray every night she wouldn’t kill herself on my watch.”

“I desperately hope she stops doing drugs but I fear that will only happen when either she kills someone else with her reckless ways - or kills herself.”

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